It has been a long time since I posted something last time.
A lot of things happened to me. I didn’t see them coming. In short, I messed up. Till now I suffer from depression and anxiety from time to time. I felt so hard to move on, especially when it comes to the fact that I used to have the chance to do better.
However, thanks to god I still have someone supporting me all the time. Without them I can not imagine what I would look like today.
I’ve wasted too much time wondering and regretting. The problem I’ve been facing has not gone yet. But one thing so important and I forgot long ago, is that only by practicing can one really grab the chance to change.
Is it too late to do so? It might be. But I really don’t want anything like “If I do this earlier” on my “list of regrets” any more.
Good luck to me and all my beloved who are also on a journey.